A kiss revisited

I felt like something fell of the shelf inside me. In the span of fifteen seconds, a kiss spoke volumes. I found myself comparing him to you. The taste of his lips, the feel and thickness of them,even his method. I tried to resist but i still did it. Then i felt guilty and worried that he might sense the transformation and so i began to imagine it was your lips. Then i felt all the more contrite and stopped thinking completely about you,petrified that he could hear my thoughts; but so did my mouth stop its moving. By then confusion registered in his heart im sure, but he did not dare show it on his face. I think he heard when that thing slipped of its shelf and crashed. A small piece flew away to a place that i cannot see.

Something fell off the shelf inside me and the clamouring startled me and i fear he heard it too....- APS

Peculiar...

The most peculiar thing happened this morning. A group of dogs is referred to as a litter right? Or is it a litter of puppies? Im not exactly sure but i saw this pack of dogs this morning and i think that its a group of wolves thats called a pack but saying a pack of dogs at this interval is qute suitable because these street dogs looked like they were hunting. Or sayin a gang of dogs might be better able to represent and describe the way these dogs were acting up.When one barks at a pedestrian, they all barked. At every and anyone who passed by. And the even funny thing was this portly policeman standing at a phonebooth on edge. Everytime these dogs barked he would grab his gun out of its holster ,attached to his ankle and run in the direction of the barking. Everytime, he would come back laughing,probably because he realised how silly the whole situation looked. I dont know if its just me but that was a rather peculiar way for dogs to act. I ve never seen something like that. lol Its almost like they had made this unanimous decision to terrorise the people of Castries between the hours of 7-10. lol

Anywho it was quite the form of entertainment for me whilst i waited for the city to come alive. See, i was waiting patiently for this clothing store to open,(dont judge me) so i could buy this cute pair of black pants for work. The only one i had that fit like a glove before, were now busting at the seams and it was hopeless to sew it (for the second time). So i had to get new ones and it so happened that,this clothing store had this remarkable,happy-making sale where everything was 50-70% off . It was beautiful. And the styles were gorgeous i think i tried at least four different pairs of pants. lol I was in heaven. So i bought this cute pair of pants and i am rocking the hell out of them. Im telling you guys i cannot wait for payday. Its gonna be friggin awesome man!!!! I wont go completely crazy but im goin on a shoppin spree, simply because i deserve it. At least i think i do. All my clothes are either outdated or have seriously done their time. And those who know me,are fully aware that im not one for the in-fashion at the time;i simply get clothes that i like and feel confortable in. I have an abundance of black clothing because black happens to be forgiving(it hides all the bulges very nicely,and for those ketchup or ice cream globs that slip away from you at times). Also second on the colour wheel is brown, you never go wrong with brown;chocolate,caramel, you name it ,i got it. I was told to put some colour into my wadrobe by almost everyone i met, soooo i added some turquoise. I just throw a topaz necklace in the mix or a topaz ring or turquoise nailpolish and its on like popcorn. So thats how i do. And this concludes the events of my morning,and all the inner workings of the mind of a not-so morning person. Hope you guys enjoyed.

God Bless!!! Bye! kisses

In all seriousness....

I've been thinking, and you know how i mentioned before that i need to find some compelling content to put on here? Well.........i havent found it yet. Sorry. Though i have been thinking about what my next move is gonna be. I mean ive been reading some pretty interesting blogs for some months now and all these folks have so many important things to say,you know?Stuff to make you stop and listen and all ive got is my compulsive shopping haul and stuff that ive made. (That , mind you ,has already been done). Is there nothing original? I read something recently on originality,cant remember where or what exactly was written, but it was important. It went somoething along the lines of, how theres no originality left and blah blah blah, i cant really remember so scrap that. But i know it was good and it made wonderful sense ,so if i come across it again i will most definitely let you guys know..lol. The thing is i dont wnat to be this airhead who writes blogs about herself and her life,truth is its been done already and its been worn the heck out you know? I do understand that this may be the idea of a blog for some, but i wanna talk about important things, things that matter, things that can change your life, stuff that makes my words jump off the page and smackyou in your face and yell HEY!!!!! You know? Those things. As it is i doubt those things will come out of me....so far it aint happening you know? *sigh* It was worth a try though, this attempt at bringing something substancial to you guys..lol. I did good. I guess soon it will happen. All i need is a bit of patience. So bear with me.I just had a lunch date with my best friend and she said something that, i think did some damage but im not sure yet. So i told her about this blog that ive started right? And she goes, "Well i hope im not in it!" and i go "Oh no,its gonna be all about me im not putting anyone in this thing",and then the girl had the audacity to mumble,"As usual". I couldnt believe my ears! Can you believe that trick? lol You could? Well i couldnt. Me, self sacrificing, and sweet to the core,helpful and caring young woman,and the trick had the nerve to mumble "as usual"! Hmph! Well i never! I let it slide being the patient,forgiving sista that i am. : ) But she better not let it happen again.lol So its for this reason i mentioned this little incident in here, and if you think about it, i have to mention some folks here, i mean whats a blog about yourself if you dont mention some folks in your life ,like that thick, old lady you saw on the street with the tight shorts and see-through vest,and the missing bra. I mean what fun is it to not mention that older sister of yours who is only a year older but treats you like you're twelve, and that sweet momma who you miss sooooooo much. I mean whats the purpose of a blog if you dont include the folks who you either meet or think of or talk about everyday? It just dont make no sense! So with that im going to begin. So expect some mention of folks that you,my reader  know nothing about in future blogs. OK? ok. Now yes i know you wondering ," Girly your titles dont got nothin to do with what you writing about!" I realise that, thats because i go off on this tangent with every idea that pops up in my head.....but this is why im doing this blog people, so i can stop that ! Duh!! So again, bear with me,im getting there. This is the second day in, and the creative juices are flowing, i havent ran out of things to talk about as yet,i pray you guys are not bored as yet, lol, its a process people,imagine how much more of a challenge it would be if we were actually conversing and i couldnt just scroll up to see what i was talking about previously.Ha! Ide like to see you follow that convo. So we've all acknowledged just how much your girl is trying right? Good.On another note, i wanna big-up this restaurant right, because i love to eat; i swear if i could get paid to eat and write about how it tasted,i would be on that like white on rice. So its this sweet little italian restaurant called Pastas and Pastries and the food there is amazing! Today i had the most delicious chocolate cake with chocolate frosting and chocolate sprinkles, i mean,BOOM! Thats how it was in my mouth. lol Other days i would get my usual Chicken Cacciatore, oooooh child that is some good food! All that smooth,creamy,thick gravy poured on that chicken leg ontop a bed of delicious pasta! Wow. Thats all i have to say on that subject. It just makes you wanna moan, you know? Like with every bite, you just wanna moan and make your eyes roll back and your eyelids flutter. It could do that to you too. It happened to me on more than one occasion. I dont know if they put nutmeg or maybe its the rosemary but it tastes soo good. Now dont get me wrong i love my local dishes, only thing is i cant stand fish. I dont get it and you probably dont understand it, but im an island girl and truth is, ive seen way too much damn fish in my lifetime to ever like the thing. I loathe it. Give me some chicken any day,some goat meat,some pork and i will demolish it ,but if you drop a plate of fish in front of me i will go ghetto on your *beep*. Believe that! Anything else and i will have that. Some nice ground provisions,like some dasheen and yams,some sweet potato.....hmmmmm. And its own , im good. Put that on a plate with some stewed chicken and your girl is tight. Seriously! lol but enough of that. Im getting a bit carried away. This topic deserves a post of its own so im going to stop right here..lol.
God Bless, Bye y'all, kisses

Cameo

 So i got a cameo ring yesterday, similar to this one but more gaudy with diamonds around the frame and the background is a dark maroon colour, can u say gorgeous? I simply adore it! I wouldnt say that im a compulsive spender, but im pretty close.....its quite troubling to see my savings depleting every month like this...and honestly ive gotten better.I was alot worse before. Though seriously how could you resist this beautiful piece of jewelry especially if you have been searching constantly. Thing is ive been searching like FOREVER!!! Its true what they say that all good things come to those who wait and i know this situation is not completely apropos for me to be quoting scriptures but it just means soooo much to me...u guys im literally tearing up here>>>>*sniff sniff*

All because ive found this little additon to my jewelry collection and the ultimate awesomeness of it all is that it cost me almost nothing!!!!! I got this for five bucks!!!!! Five bucks!!!!!!!! Can u believe it? I t was just sittin there screaming look at me look at me!!!! BUY ME!!!!!!!!! LOL

And so i did...and im feeelin quite content....and it looks quite beautiful adorning my finger......if i do say so myself lol.

BYE!!!! kisses God bless!!!! go check it out!!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwSMsnBoWZo 

Lets start!

Hey!!!!!!
So this is something new that im trying, its supposed to help me communicate better what it is that i always wanna say. Ive been told this is a good way. Im a regular ole 'Prufrock' wen it comes to these things. Its been years since i was supposed to start this thing and i just havent had th time. However a whole heap of time has seemed to drop itself in my lap since then soooo here i am. Now its just a matter of being able to produce compelling content. I dont wanna be like these folks who spend every living moment infront of this goshdarn pc but it seems very appealing now that i think about it......I guess this does help cuz as im typing, a whole bunch of words seem to be rushing to my frontal lobe...(IT SEEMS) that my fingers cant move quick enough. lol
However im gonna stop now cuz this first post is getting quite lengthy and the quality of a good writer/storyteller is to keep their audiences wanting more.
God bless!

Couldnt do it...

I cldnt do it,i cldnt stay away too long..lol its sad i know. So im here at work ,im the last person to leave so i gotta lock up. You know, one of those days. So i had an ok kinda day i mean it wasnt as hectic or totally full of crap i honestly cant wait to get hom and put my feet up and just turn to mush infont the television.Its not one of my preferred past times but it will do wen ur brain is too full to process words and meanings and witty remarks and metaphors from a good ole novel (more specifically anything by Oscar Wilde).
Its one of those afternoons when all u hear is Micael Buble's soothing voice in the background and the click-clackin of the keys on your keyboard. I dunno how it is for most but for me, its these little stolen slices of tim that makes life worthwhile.Those moments when you have no other engagements and nothing else demanding your time and its those few minutes when youre supposed to be leaving one place to make your way to another and no one knows your exact location but you...those are the moments i cherish dearly and hold so close to me that im breathing for both of us.
So im takin this bit of time to write this new post. Thing is that its soo easy to just type all the goodstuffs thats weighin on my mind than to sit in front of some poor soul and complain.Thats just not me man....know wat i mean????
So u reading now,you have inadvertently become my listening ear! relish it ,love it!!!!! muhahahahahahah!
Enough of that ,im tryin not to make this thing sound too depressing and scary or i might have to put back that adult content option so that all u unsuspecting victims wldnt get the shit scared out of ya..lol
As it is this may be the last time in a while that you guys hear from me cuz the truth of the matter is im really a flake.I start something and then never finish it cuz im an ole flake always have been and im afraid always will be...though this is what this blog is supposed to do, help me not to flake...oh the age old question "To flake or not to flake" i dunno. Weird thing is i think sayin that im goin to flake is really helpin me not to ...in some weird way im trying to prove myself wrong...in some weird multi-personality disorder sort of way.Its like talking to yourself and answering back only to give a goshdarn rebuttal following..lol that im sure weve all done...psssshhhh....what? no? *oh well* lol
 It was worth a shot! Anyways its about time i bounce cuz i think im beginning to look like a blinkin hermit more and more to stay back at work for so long...i mean i dont even have a darn car so its not like i can make it look like im waitin for the after work rush to clear up...smh
bye y'all kisses God bless!

Hey!!!

Hey bloggers im finally here after being poked and prodded for so long. I have been encouraged to start my own blog for a while now cus it seems i happen to have quite a bit to say. Honestly i dont....which is why this first entry will be short and sweet. This is just me gettin a feel of this whole thing as foreign as it is to me. I guess this is quite a helpful medium to get our voices and opinions heard, cuz we all need to be heard or in some weird way we wldnt exist really....but again these are my opinions and u dont necessarily have to agree. It wld be nice, lol but you are not required to. This entry is getting quite lengthy so im gonna have to cut it short. The quality of a great writer/storyteller is that she always leaves her audience wanting more....so i hope ive wetted your appetites....please stay tuned.....put ur feet up get comfortable cuz this is gonna be a long ride......but its cool we cld have sing-a-longs : )
God bless!